Stable

I am stable. It’s almost like a cancer patient saying they are in remission. It feels good and it gives me hope, but like any cancer patient knows, the cancer can come back. The only difference is that when you have Bipolar Disorder versus cancer, you know that it will come back; it’s just a matter of time. So, I wait. I wait, and I pray that I will be waiting for a while. I pray that my medications will continue to work and I pray that down the road I don’t convince myself that I don’t NEED to be taking them, even though I know for certain that I do. I pray that I continue to see my psychologist and the psychiatric nurse practitioner, who prescribes my medications. I pray that I won’t suffer too many life changes at once triggering either the mania or depression. I pray that I can keep it together and remain stable.

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